The Memoirs of John the Beloved

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Lady Venus Kumara by Sheranda Ann Kumara



I, John, come to you to clarify and add to, the information concerning me and my role in beloved Lord Yeshua’s mission to bring Christ Consciousness to Humankind.

My name was actually “Jahanan”, which means “Christborn”.  In Yeshua’s following there were several other Christed Ones, those whose Sacred Heart was open.   He was our leader, yet not the one and only Christ as you have been led to believe.

I, John, was/am a Soul Aspect of Lord Rananda Kumara of the Kumaran Family of the Higher Dimensions of Venus, and Yeshua was/is a Soul Aspect of Lord Sananda Kumara; the Father in the Higher Realm, of Lord Rananda Kumara. So, in a sense, Yeshua was/is my (John’s) Father.  As the son is loved by the father, so I was the disciple beloved of Yeshua. This was understood by very few of the disciples at that time, and thus gave rise to some jealousies.

Others among the followers of the Master were Kumarans too, but some were volunteers from several other extraterrestrial races whose Soul Aspects had taken birth or, as I did, walked-in to an Earthly vehicle to bring support to the Master’s mission. My brother, James, was also a Kumaran from Venus, and a Christed One. In the Higher Realm She is my Cousin, and Her Name is Saranda Samara Kumara. She is a Soul Mate of many lives, in many different relationships; some on other planets, before coming to the Earth.

Before I walked-in to the material vehicle of John, I received special training in the etheric retreat of Archangel Michael, above the Canadian Rockies, to be the “Earth Eagle” for Lord Yeshua.  An”Eagle” is a specially trained protective Light Being, or incarnate Light Being, allocated to one who has an important mission on the Earth, or in the Higher Realms, for their protection.  Lord Michael has a legion of Eagles headed by Archangel Jychondria.

As part of my job as the Master’s Earth Eagle, I would travel ahead of His group and find a house where He could eat and perform healings and sleep in safety.  After I had located a suitable house, I would perform a ceremony and draw a special symbol above the door. The symbol was a diagonal cross with “Fire Letters” inscribed in the vertices above and below. With this symbol and ceremony, I created a Sacred Space, that no one of ill intent could enter.

It is recorded in the scriptures, that at times when the mob was incited to violence against the Master, by the pharisees, and was preparing to stone Him, He would disappear.  He is credited with doing this Himself, but in fact this was another protective measure performed by me, John.  I would create a force field around Him that was so powerful, that He would disappear from view; a sort of cloak of invisibility.  I was trained in these protective  measures in Lord Michael’s retreat before I walked-in.  At the time of the Master’s arrest I was forbidden by Him to protect Him.  Simon-Peter did not know of my role as an Earth Eagle for the Master, and fancied himself as his bodyguard in a physical sense. Peter tried to protect Him with his sword, but the Master needed no sword to protect Him.  It was His wish that He be arrested at that time, but it raised feelings of guilt in me that I was not allowed to do my duty as His protective Eagle.

The Master had an Inner Circle comprising myself, my brother James and Mary Magdalene. In the scriptures it is said that Simon-Peter was a member of this Inner Circle, but I believe that this has been added to the gospels by the fathers of the Roman Church, to give Peter a more important role, as he was the founder of their church.  Peter is also said to have been the leader of the disciples, but this is also untrue.  That role fell to His deputy, Mary Magdalene after the crucifixion, and Peter would not be led by a woman, and departed for Rome to found his own church and promote his own version of the teachings of the Master. It was Mary Magdalene who carried His true teachings to the South of France. Those teachings were subsequently taught by the Cathars and the Knights Templar. Both of these groups were terribly persecuted by the Church Of Rome.  I, John, Have also lived within both of these groups and have carried forth the teachings of Yeshua as taught by Mary Magdalene, His beloved wife.

I have fond memories of walking and talking with Mary Magdalene.  She was a very beautiful woman both within and without, and being single, was pursued by many of Yeshua’s followers.  I, John, as a close friend, was in with a chance, but it was beloved Yeshua who won her Heart.

My brother James and I were the sons of Zebedee and Mary Salome, who was one of the female disciples that traveled with Yeshua’s group. Our mother was very loving and also ambitious for her sons.

There was a wide variance in levels of awareness amongst the disciples, and the Master used to teach different lessons depending on their level.  I, John, had almost complete recall of the Higher Realms and knew that we were Kumarans from Venus, so Jeshua used to frequently take me aside and speak privately with me where these things were involved.  This also caused some jealousy amongst the others who were excluded.  They would frequently ask me;- “What did the Master say to you?”  And I would reply;- “If I told you that, you would stone me and drive me away.”

After the time of the crucifixion, I traveled initially to Rome, but was banished from there to the island of Patmos, where I lived as a hermit. I was what in these days would be described as a “Channel”, and it was there that I channeled that text that is included in the “Holy Bible”, and is called “The Revelation Of St John.”  This revelation has been subsequently modified by the work done during the 1990’s by the Lightworkers upon the Earth, and the great Light Beings beyond the Earth. The traumatic “Earth Changes” that were predicted have now been greatly reduced, or will no longer happen.

At the end of my days, I ascended in my Light Body as my Master did before me.  This means that I am a Light Being, independent of the Collective Being of my Higher Self, Rananda Kumara.  I have my own etheric retreat above Tucson, Arizona, in the United States Of America.

John The Beloved Disciple and Lord Rananda Kumara via Commander Zanna (walk-in for Rananda) on 11th September 2015.

∼Much love from Jahanan


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